0 The Problem With My Youtube Channel

31.5.2021 I study Mandarin and I don't often open the lessons on youtube. I know there are so many good channels there but what I do, almost nothing. My mandarin and English improve because I teach them to my students. In theory, it's easy to study anything. In reality, it's very hard to stay focus and discipline. Several months ago, I tried ten days challenge learning hiragana, I failed. And I don't try again, I must try again. Here I find the problem why people don't really study even when they really want to be good at it. The lack of focus and discipline is the main problem. My youtube channel is improving very slowly. It's actually long term game. I must keep playing in order to be good player and be successful. Now I'm getting married I have new challenge. I want to make her happy and the first step is to be rich. Yes, it's one of the most important thing in life, to be successful financially. Long ago I didn't think about this. I spent my money in terrible ways. I wasted most of it. More important than money is time. I waste it all of it in the past. I didn't build steady skill and I didn't plan anything. Now I'm in a situation of worry about it. Now I work only few hours a day. I don't have 9 to 5 job. It's good because then I can think a lot about my condition and try to find the solution. I created a youtube channel and I believe it will generate revenue in 5 to 10 years. Yes, it's a long term game, I must play well and do it dilligently. Just like planting a tree, the best time is 10 years ago, the second best is now. I wonder why I didn't think about this 10 years ago. Now it's not too late. Most people spend their day working in an office or factory. They are too tired to think about anything else. They have steady income and flat life. They are basically selling out their life time, a slave. There are times I envy them, how easy life is with such routine. If you have steady work and income and you don't need to think anymore about how to improve everyday. I used to be like that. That's why I didn't think to improve every day. I stuck in the company for 10 years. I didn't even save money. I bet no one save money in such condition. The income is very close to the life expenses. Now I can imagine if I write everyday for 10 years, if I plan trees for 10 years, If I really save money for 10 years. I didn't do all of them. I spent most of my time on social media, facebook, instagram, youtube, and all kinds of useless activities. I should have long vision and work hard for it. It won't happen again. From now on I am writing every morning, exercise every morning, and read more everyday. I plan to make online teaching videos and will really do that. Life is like playing long term game to be successful. I must know the priorities and stick to them. Time is the most valuable resources and must be spend very carefully.