0 Enjoy Your Suffering

January 8, 2014 at 8:35pm

we are better than animal. we think about anything we will do. animal don't think as much as we do. maybe they do but in very different level. what they want is just food and sex. these two issues are also very important for human. most human just like animals they have bad control toward food and sex. we see both as the reward or achievement in life. a lot of food and sex mean successful person. if the only purpose of human life is to survive, then we all know that no one will survive in the end. successful can mean nothing, even happy long life will also has no credit. why did we do all of these stuffs? for better life tomorrow or even life after death if it's exist at all? what are we afraid of then, to do what we want to do, it's nothing to lose, and nothing to get.

if the life purpose is for power, and we struggle to get one, can we against the natural law? not to eat or sleep or drink? can we excercise our power against our biological needs? does the god play trick on us? I want rewards for my hardwork, I want pleasure, we do every single thing to get that, working, eating, drinking, sex, sleeping, and all, we do it for all good we expect. the sensation of strengh, relax, warm, those things are what we want. That's crazy! this whole complicated life is just for those sensation?

we always want to give a wrong image about us to other people, as if we are successful, we pretend to act based on their expectation. we play this drama every single day. everyone is insecure. we are not strong enough to feel save with just what we have. and where is freedom? it's a trick, if we want it, we don't have it.

then, if life has no purpose from the start, why bother to do anything? but even if it's true that life has no purpose, anyhow we can't escape from life. we are all alive and conscious. yes we can not change the world, but we can change our attitude. we can enjoy our suffering as budha and antisthenes.