0 a simple question about love

January 14, 2014 at 4:13pm

love, without it, life is empty (Noam Chomsky).
really, my life is empty. i feel the emptiness. my love is like a dark that swollen the whole life, it's dark not because it's ugly, it's dark because it's deep and i don't know how deep it is. 

i never know what will happen to my life. i think someone must have a tragic life. to love but not to have the one. but it's still better than having the one but not having the love. i read so many love stories, i listen so many love songs, everyone has his/her own story, everyone has his/her own song. maybe it so sad and dramatic, but it's beautiful. if it doesn't break your heart, it's not love, people said.

what is love? this question is very simple but no need an answer. if you ask me, love is you.
but love can be so complicated, and you can tell 1001 nights story and it definitely needs more nights to tell about love.

in every country you will find romeo-juliet kind of story, a romance. my story is less tragic. I always think that happy love story belongs to beautiful people, prince and princess, happy ever after. for most people, love is like a fairy tale. for animal, love is like a battle to survive.

we all know that daily life is not romantic. people spend most of their time to work, to be afraid of their survival tomorrow. ancient people don't have career but they survive. to be fair, modern people do not have enough time to be with their spouse, to make love, to be happy time. maybe they spend a lot of time to daydreaming about that, reading romance, watching porn, and all but they spend really little time to make love (Alain de Botton).

love has many dimension, scientifically it is biological mechanism for survival, children and old people do not fall in love because they do not productive. it's a hormonal thing, if something wrong with my hormone, i will lose my romantic feeling.

in the end of the day, with all things i've learnt so far (that is not so much), if you ask me, what's love, it's still you. i can't give better answer for good reason. like Adam who intended disobey god for Eve. we are all Adam's children. We know the story and we know the truth. when the Eve ask for the apple, we will give it to her-- even if it means to disobey the god.

In ancient greek, there is a myth that the only way to conquer human is by creating woman. At the time gods have lost a battle with human, Human has stolen fire (knowledge) from gods and nothing can defeat them. And then gods create woman to defeat and to punish them. such story.