0 You will forget what’ve happened today

by Nasirun Khan (Notes) on Monday, May 21, 2012 at 3:31pm

Eat and drink and have sex today, you will forget all of them, in case you will remember them in a glance or two, there won’t be any difference for you nor for me. Your beauty and your happiness are just for this moment, it won’t last long, as well as your ugliness and your misery. What is actually happened and what we will remember later is not necessarily as acurate, there will be a distortion whether for good or for bad.
Since we all will forget what’ve happened today, there is nothing to lose, lose everything and all, this life is just memory and hope. We never really experience anything. There is nothing but conscience. When we lose our conscience, we lose everything. So what I’ve said, what I‘ve heard, what I’ve eaten, my agony, my loneliness, all will fade away and lost forever. There is no sense to be worry of the future. People say that future is unpredictable and we can not know what will happen but actually it’s already happened in the past, future is just repeatation, just like sisyphus carry a heavy stone to the peak of the mountain just to roll down and carry it again to the top.
Actually as psychologists say that whatever happened in the future, it won’t make any different, our happiness and sorrow are all the same. Today, therefore, is our past and our future. If you are smile happily today it means that your entire life is happy, if you feel miserable today it means that your entire life is agony. With this writing I just wanna say, do not miss any chance to smile today, just right now. We create our own happiness and our own sorrow.