0 What's In Tomorrow

What's in tomorrow? 

It's your birthday, 

next birthday will be the 40th, 

merely a number yet concerning. 

The same running time, 

the same hope for better future, 

the same cycle of biology, 

the same longing for the past beautiful memories, 

one more day has passed. 

happy birthday beloved one, 

look at those babies, those children, teenagers, young people and elderly, 

they are all your reflection in the mirror of life, 

if not in love, their heart beats so quietly, 

uninterested to life, only exist. 

those who are in love, are crazy, 

and act as if nothing bothers them, 

corageous, shameless, as a drunkard. 

others act as old prisoners already decided to stay in jail, 

give up on freedom, 

because nothing left outside the darkness of the bars. 

if I can advice any living being, stay in love, 

in confusion, pain, feel the oxygen of life, 

the water in the rain, the volatility of relationship. 

everything is fragile, only love is antifragile, 

everything is falsehood, only love is pure energy, 

if you want her to be different, it cannot be, 

even yourself cannot be different as your wish, 

there's no other way than your way, 

take it naturally without regret, 

for you know the reality is merely mind-construct, 

no matter how long you live, you live that long, 

just as it is. 

let go the worry, you lose your life every moment, 

and finally everything, 

it's just the way of nature. 

the pleasure you miss, just let go. 

pleasure is short, pain is deep, 

everything that has gone, is meant that way. 

"so when tomorrow starts without me, 

don't think we're far apart, 

for every time you think of me, 

I'm right here, in your heart" 

4 October 2025

nb: my unfinish painting, I will definitely finish it very soon (before the next birthday ^_^), that time will have another one, much much better.