0 There's no such thing as true happiness

I have nothing to do everyday. I realize that people cannot be truly happy in this life. When people get older, they don't have anything to do, just sit down in loneliness. Young people are busy working their whole life, to earn money. Money can make them feel secure and loved, as general valuable, and yet it's just illusory. Other people do not really care about them. Friends and families just say hi now and then, and maybe visit several times a year. The real need of human is really few and yet all people dream to get everything, to be loved and respected by everyone. This is the illusion of happiness and security. In the future, there is only one possibility, death. People just don't have time to think about death. They always avoid to face the reality, which is somewhat bleak and cruel. Even the happiest and most successful people will suffer at the end. It's inevitable, just the way of nature. Pleasure is just like eating, to much pleasure is self-destruction and dangerous. In this sence, indeed no one is more fortunate than others. For example, I have nothing to eat today, and someone has everything, a party. Then tomorrow we have the same meal, which one will enjoy the meal more? Pleasure is short live and easily forgettable. Good fortune will not help anyone to be really happy, if it's not already inside him or her, it's just a momentary sensation, just like a good lunch, soon will pass and be forgotten. Pleasure and pain are within us, It's the nature of human being.